June 10 – green dragonflies today

Dragonflies make me think of little biological drones.

As I was hanging my head with despondency today,

(I can’t help feeling like God is letting me down.  I seek His Word.  I pray.  I exercise patience and obedience; and yet He is showing me no avenues.  (i.e., I’ve been having near major health symptoms again)   I feel I am living a slow tortuous death.  I know it could be worse – but could it ?  Where can I go to be healthy ?  Just Monday when my daughter was taking me through the drive thru at McDonald’s we caught the reek of marijuana coming from the car in front of us.  There is no where to escape anymore.)

sitting outside, I felt something land on my knee.  Lifting my head and opening my eyes I saw that a green dragonfly sat there.  (eating his meal of some other insect, which was really kind of freaky)  I let it sit there on my knee for a bit before I shooed it off.  (I couldn’t take the sight of it eating after a while.)  Then a blue dragonfly came and sat near my feet.

Peaceful sound of birds singing in the background.